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i hate my blog & me atm so please ignore both 

omfg my bonfire sparks photo is over 1k notes, i am so proud slfhjkshsk

idk i just get randomly happy sometimes cause i know you’re officially mine

wow now i know what it feels like when people self promo on your own photos ~ can you like not please :c

but ermaghad my bonfire sparks photo is getting heaps of notes im so happy ^.^

i fucking hate how everything can be great and then it’s shit again in a second wow, why me 

YAYAYAYAY MY MONROE BEANIE ARRIVED JDAHDAUVBKUA

never thought i’d come back to the day of self harming because of so much stress holy fuck was is wrong with me

my blog sucks atm, please ignore

i am a little kid. you are my balloon that i got from a lucky draw at a fair. a one in a million chance and i got you. and i can’t let you go.

i started liking HIM early last year, but i also started to have feelings for ——- ——-, so i went for ——- and that went on for a term or so, then i starting liking HIM again fully. he’s like, different from everyone else.. his sense of humor is great, he doesn’t go with the crowd and he’s very attractive..

i want things to go back to the way they were. i want to go back to the times where we would talk all day and all night. when we found out things about each other that we never expected. when we shared music we liked and enjoyed it as well. i want to talk to you more, face to face. i want to go back to the day where i was meant to talk to you at the movies and instead of not saying anything, i talked to you about everything between us. now that things have changed, i don’t know what to do. i thought we were going to be good, be together eventually and be happy. but no. now that this has happened i have bad thoughts. i have thoughts that i’ll never be with someone like that ever. cause seriously, i fell for you hard. i fell for you really really hard. now i can’t get over you, cause you’ve moved on so easily. why is it always me, why…